I thought it was time to introduce the star to this show...
The one who has taken my heart, and made it do things I didn't realize were possible...
I love him. Actually the word "love" doesn't even describe it. A word that is used so lightly every day can't begin to describe the feeling I have for this tiny human.
"I prayed for this child, and the LORD has granted me what I asked of him." 1 Samuel 1:27
And I did pray for him. I prayed for him every single day of the fifteen months it took us to get pregnant. It's not all hard. For every bad moment, there are a hundred amazing moments that take your breath away.
Like this moment...
Yes motherhood has been much harder than I expected, but only because I thought I knew exactly what to expect. I had no idea. About any of it. There are so many emotions that come along with being a mother. Maybe it is the hormones, or maybe it is something much bigger than that. Maybe it is because the way you look at everything changes. I can barely make it though a diaper commercial without tearing up. It is the most amazing thing I have ever done, and will probably ever do. I wouldn't change anything about it.
And now for a little comic relief...
Sometimes you find a binky in the jewelry holder you paid way too much for in the before times (before times being before motherhood of course),
because motherhood.
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